Ben Lapidus - PART OF IT

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PART OF IT
Written, Performed, Produced, and Mixed by Ben Lapidus
Mastered by Zach Tuch

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Lyrics:

I'm not cool
I'm not smart
I'm not funny
I'm not cool
I'm not smart
I'm not funny

I'm not brave
I'm just a narcissist
I'm no rebel
I'm an arsonist
I'm not well
I need a pharmacist
I'm no exception
I'm part of it
Yeah

I say all the right things at all the right times
I'm always so cool
I'm always so kind
I'm always so
Everything you want me to be
I'm only whatever anyone wants from me
Stable and well adjusted
Capable and productive
Good for a good laugh or something with real substance
Someone to take home to mom and pop
And someone else when the cameras off

I'm not brave
I'm just a narcissist
I'm no rebel
I'm an arsonist
I'm not well
I need a pharmacist
I'm no exception
I'm part of it
Yeah
Yeah

I'm a hypocrite
I'm a counterfeit
I am apathy
I am cowardice
I'm a fake smile with a clenched fist
And a blank stare and a death wish
I fucking hate myself and I don't even exist
I'm the void at the bottom of a bottomless pit
I'm a mirror of a mirror of my artifice
It's a part of me
I'm a part of it
Yeah

I'm not cool
I'm not smart
I'm not funny
I'm not friendly,
I'm not loyal
I'm not honest
I'm not hot
I'm not edgy,
I'm not clever
I'm not charming
I'm not endearing
I'm not disarming
I'm not compassionate
I'm not considerate
I'm not intelligent
I'm not articulate
I'm not

I'm not brave
I'm just a narcissist
I'm no rebel
I'm an arsonist
I'm not well
I need a pharmacist
I'm no exception

I'm not brave
I'm just a narcissist
I'm no rebel
I'm an arsonist
I'm not well
I need a pharmacist
I'm no exception
I'm part of it
Yeah
Yeah
I'm part of it
Yeah
I'm no exception I'm part of it